i like my shoe in this one... lol... it makes it look cool 

i've been having a lot of fun with this photoshop stuff.... as you can see 

i got this off of a website that i don't know, i forgot, ummm, who ever made this THANKYOU its a great picture. Regardless, i am not taking any credit for this at all 

this is me playing guitar... i look serious 

this is me being dumb 

this is my brother being dumb 

i made this picture.... well first i got my own picture, than i got a picture of my guitar.... you get the idea. 

this is my bedroom door... i love my door. 

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im so fucking emo.

Today

i'd like to adress the topic of "oh, so wonderful today". I woke up feeling angry, as usual because i'm grumpy in the mornings, but this time it was different because i felt more of a violent rage than the average grumpiness. I'm starting to get scared- maybe i should go back to anger management before i go haywire. Anyways, that was disarmed by the beatiful and pleasant day it was. I went outside and was refreshed by the cool air, warm sun, and the smell of all my mother's plants in the garden. That peace of mind didn't last long. I was suddenly reminded that i was about to go to the movie theatres because i had already agreed to before, but i honestly did not want to leave my house because i was in such a tranquile mood. I went and saw the movie, than ate at Lolita's, which i might add is not very good- i would rather have gone to Colima's which is in the shopping center ACROSS THE STREET. This is by far the most boring entry i have ever posted. If you've read this far, i commend you for you indomitable spirit and perseverance.

For anyone who cares,
john M.

Today

today was horrible... i was so tired today i was falling asleep in all of my classes. Might i mention that i sit in the front row of 4 of my classes and was so tired i was bobbing my head trying to stay awake. Regardless, i fell asleep a couple of times in front of the teachers, but i don't think they minded. Luckily my teachers understand that sometimes we have hard nights.




i don't sleep well nowadays.




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this one I call Emptying Out.... gives you something to think about if you truly want to understand it 

and this... this was made when i was in a bit of a rut... you can tell what kind of a rut, but yah, i'm proud of it. 

and this is beaverbear updated... i think i still might make him better... we'll call this one beaverbear version 2.0 

this is a beaverbear... cuz i couldn't decide what it was- well anyways, i made it, and i like it. 

today was good...

Yah, today was... normal, but it was productive. When i say that, i mean i actually got shit done, unlike what i'm used to- my lazy ass not being able to pick up a pen and drag it across of paper.
Other than that, my day was normal. How about yours?

New blog entry

Hey, i just found out about this... i'm pretty sure this is cooler than xanga or myspace... so damn.